My First Moments....My First New Heels

I wish to share my experiences and enjoyment of wearing pantyhose and crossdressing, the former leading to the latter.  This post is not cronological...more remembering the siginficant instances of really setting myself out there, to endure whatever good or bad comments at my appearance.     That being said, I hope you enjoy my adventures and quests..........here it goes!

I will tell you of my first public moment, 0ctober 2009.  I was feeling the driving need to get into a pair of pantyhose.  I bought a few pair at a local Walgreens in my neighborhood, along with severeal shades of nail polish.  Totally driven by the desire to be shaved and in hose...I treated myself to a loooooong bath and a extensive shaving.  That completed, I painted my toes and allowed the Revlon Tuscan Sun color to dry.  (Yes, I will always remember the color.)

Now shaved and in hose...I needed a pair of heels.  Cheap, out-of-the-way, and not too busy...I located a store near my house and took a huge deep breath.  That did not really help as I trembeled all the way on the drive to the store.  Payless is a Crossdressers best friend!  Shout out to Payless! 

Since it was nearing Halloween, I weenied out on the excuse to dress for Halloween...I know...cheeseass!  So I pull into the Payless parking lot, step my man shoes on the parking lot and walkin. 

Greeted by the usual "Welcome and How may I help you" from the clerk, I asked for the size 12 selections.  The lady pointed to the far wall and said mens are all the way back.  Truth of Dare Time!!  Why waste her time and mine so I said: 

"No..ladies 12, I want to dress as a woman for halloween."

The clerk was already on the floor and she turned and pointed to an isle behind her and pointed to the area of the womens shoes.   I headed to the shoes and scanned the limited selection.  Catching a pair or High heeled, open toe sandal, heels.  They were black patent leather and I hoped they fit. 

By this time, the sales woman was behind me and noticed my choice. 

"Would you like to try them on?" she asked....

I was about to bust with desire and confusion....I had never had anyone know of my crossdressing....now I am in pantyhose and painted toes and am being asked if I want to try on a pair of womans high heeled shoes.

Alright I said, but I have to tell you, careful of the loudness of my voice, I am wearing pantyhose..........and.........my toes are painted!  I wanted to hide and be accepted in the same moment~Holy Crap this was intense!!!!!!

I can still remember the reply of the Sales woman...very steady, very calm, very...kind: "Oookay."  It was not derogitory or appauled.  Just matter of fact.

I shook as I sat on the stool and slid out of my shoes and my sock.   MY SOCK!  For the first time my pantyhose encased and Tuscon Sun painted toes were in view of another person. 

She handed me the shoes and I slid them on...buckling them....checking the fit and sizing.  I stood up in them and seeing they fit...said, I will take them.

Welll....the entire process was about 12 minutes....it went by so fast.....I was still shaking when I walked out of the store.....

So....I was out...and someone knew that there was another male in the Atlanta area that had a pantyhose and high heel fetish.

Not the end...but a beginning.   More to come.......check back.   Thank you for the read.